stars in the sky never seemed so far away
and so few....
i'm uninspired
sun and i rise tho we go about our day
there's something to be said
for desire

and i wonder if i'll ever be thrilled again
wonder if i'll ever feel strong willed again

now he's gone...i carry on
listlessly
almost as if i cared
always blissfully unaware

like the sun and the stars do
somehow
i'm only going through the motions now

clouds never rain so the ground is growing dry
like my soul
or so it seems
gardens don't grow and i know the reason why
there's something missing now
from my dreams

and i wonder if i'll let love get close to me
wonder if he'll ever be a ghost to me

tho he's gone...to that beyond
missing him
might occupy my mind
while in the chrysalis i've designed

like the clouds and the gardens
somehow
i'm only going through the motions now