he must have been shattered by it all.
i wouldn't have thought it so bad;
to be raised by some other than
who was his mother
in the home of she, who'd given birth to his dad.
orphans have been who have suffered much worse
than the 'curse' that was laid upon him.
who would've thought that his life could've taught him
to hate what should never have been?
she should never have lain on his father's bed.
so young to conceive him a child.
or bound to a needle to summons a cradle
with her mind and her body by poisons defiled.
or perhaps she should never have disobeyed him
whose first whim was that life to destroy.
so many these things that should never have been
that gave being to that little boy.
perhaps she should never have left him behind,
tho her choices were few and deprived.
no home but his father's ..who even had shot at her
once as she slept...yet god saved her alive.
but for all of the things that should never have been
way back then, one should never be still;
that he should let anger and hatred enslave him,
while love is god's ultimate will.
i wouldn't have thought it so bad;
to be raised by some other than
who was his mother
in the home of she, who'd given birth to his dad.
orphans have been who have suffered much worse
than the 'curse' that was laid upon him.
who would've thought that his life could've taught him
to hate what should never have been?
she should never have lain on his father's bed.
so young to conceive him a child.
or bound to a needle to summons a cradle
with her mind and her body by poisons defiled.
or perhaps she should never have disobeyed him
whose first whim was that life to destroy.
so many these things that should never have been
that gave being to that little boy.
perhaps she should never have left him behind,
tho her choices were few and deprived.
no home but his father's ..who even had shot at her
once as she slept...yet god saved her alive.
but for all of the things that should never have been
way back then, one should never be still;
that he should let anger and hatred enslave him,
while love is god's ultimate will.